Epic fail....

I have gone totally off the deep end the last week and half!! that is why I have not posted my 2 week weigh in stats.. I know I havent lost any weight and more and likely I have gained some inches haha I let my schedule and my stress get to me once again... so I have decided to start fresh on Monday! Hopefully within the next month or so I will see some changes becuase I have decided to cut back on hours at one of my jobs because I am just becoming to stressed and in turn its making me unhealthy and feel shitty! soo please look for the new and upcoming start haha its kinda like a grand RE opeining haha

weigh in reminder..

New post tomm with my 2 week stats... pictures will not be included since I broke my laptop and have to do it off work computer... so I cant put pics up unfortunatly.. but my stats defiantly will be up and ready to go!! not that I want to do it... with my hectic and stressed out world of mine I have not done exercise like I said I was going too.. plus I drank a lot of beer over the week and at time had to grab a slice of pizza to eat cuz I had no other choice... AHhh its hard but I will not give up hope...

Pink Wildcat Nail Art

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The Start of a New and Improved Lifestyle/weight loss Journey..

*Warning*
I am putting myself out there and trying to help other people. All I ask is please dont bring any negativity to my page. AS I dont give a fuck if you have a negative opinion or comment Im just asking that you be a mature adult. Please and thankyou. Have a nice day! And this is kinda of a long blog post but it has TONS of useful info in it! As well the "body" pics as well as stats is form Jan. 1, 2013 the day I started this journey im just a tad late letting you guys see..


OK so on to the good stuff. I know many of you girls and boys as well always always makes the New Years resolution to lose weight and be healthy. Well I myself also make this resolution every year. Im sure many of you know from expierence that we do great for the first couple of weeks and then boom we just give up and make the excuse of well next year I will do it for sure. I have done the same thing year after year after year. Even last year I made the same resolution that I was going to lose the weight and work on myself and be happy about my body! Well I did work hard and tried sOoooOo many diets and did eventually lose 25lbs in about few months.. I am going to put my video on how I did it below...

 

As I look back on that video and what I did do to lose the weight last year I learned that I wasnt being all that healthy at all. Using pills, restricting my calorie intake to a point where I now know I wasnt gettting everything that I needed. Diets do work BUT for how long?? If your going to go a diet such as the atkins, restrciting calories, restricting fat grams, high protein, weight watchers, etc you have to make it a lifestyle. You just cant go on it for a couple months and then stop because YOU WILL GAIN THE WEIGHT BACK!! I know I gained about 10 lbs back since I stopped. to be honest I did blame it on my extra work hours but it really was myself not making better choices.

 

Now my opinion about diets... I will say it again YES they do work BUT! you have to stay on them for a lifetime to maintain. You may find that this is the thing for you in whatever diet you may choose and thats awsome do what your comfortable with and what works for you. Myself on the other hand HATE dieting. I feel hunger all the time as well as I feel like Im limited to a certain number of foods and cant eat what I really love. So this year no restricted diet for me! Even tho As I will show you below in another video how my body did change and the weight I lost.

 

Another photo of curvy thinspo!!

Now I really dont think CoCo Ice is attractive in the face or tits... I just really like her curves.. so that is why I have saved this picture... I LOVE her curves but not her persay!! Also I feel she could put on a few pounds and still have a killer body!!

Bahaha fuck you blogger i figured it out you cant pull a fast one on me!! (this comment is related to my last "FUCK" post haha)

FUCK!!

Why isnt blogger fucking working.. I want to post a pic from my computer and wont pop up the browse button to go get the pic out of my files... WTH!!

TV motivation!!

One thing I do like to watch when I am trying to lose weight is the biggest loser!! These people are amazing and go through crazy tasks. Now remember they are working out 6-8 hours a day and have a stocked pantry with no junk food distraction so of course they are going to shed the pounds at a fast rate. Us squishies in the real world are tormented by junk food at every corner as well as TV.. Tv is the worst I think cuz your like OMG that looks soo fucking good!! Well thats why I love love the weight loss shows..

1. The people on the show are seriously obese and just think if they can do it then so can you! So grow a pair and fucking do it! haha thats exactly what I tell myself thats why its so harsh
2. They give you amazing food tips.. I always learn knew things
3. They are just fun to watcH!!

So if your feeling down and not sure you can push any further find a weight loss show and just watch it and learn from it!

Welcome 2013!!!!!!!

WOOOOOO HOOOOOO its finally 2013!! Last year has most defiantly had its ups and downs for me. Last year I stated that I was going to change things around in 2012 and it was going to be my year. Well it was and it wasn't I started out strong and lost about 25lbs, Brandon and I got our shit together and each was working 2 jobs, and we were talking about getting married and kids.... WELLL I slacked on the weight loss thing when I got my second job I totally went down hill making up the excuse I didnt have time to be healthy so I ate horrible things for me and always ate out.. Well it bit me in the ass I gained about 10 lbs and I felt like shit... So This year I said on the 1st no more excuses and got my butt in gear... I didnt have time to cook yesterday so I made the right choice and got subway (veggie delite the lowest cal thing there I think) and for dinner I ate a small salad at work. Yeah felt really damn good about it.. till ooooo come about 1 am im drunk and hungry broke down and made mac and cheese haha I also need to lay off the beer and drink wine instead or rum and diets haha We are still doing amazing with our jobs, start of 2013 and my babes Brandon is the golden boy at our one job and it just keeps getting better and better!! We did talk about stopping birth control starting this new year and see where the cards fall BUT I think Im going to go tomm and pick some more up.. Mentally we are so ready for kids but financially we are just starting to get our shit straight so maybe next year will be kid year.. Also I want to be married first I have always wanted to have a husband first then kids.. so maybe in the next 6 months I will have me some bling bling on the ring finger.. well I already doo but ya know a better bling bling haha yeah so far soo good for this brand new year.. I hope all of you achieve your goals for the year and always keep your head up IT WILL GET BETTER!! Loves!!

My personnel Inspiration to a healthier body

 

These women are amazingly gorgeous.. ^^^ this one is my all time favorite.

Bondage sexy!! If I could wish for a perfect body it would be that one.. haha hopefully one day in the next year I will have a body somewhat like this all curves in the right places yet have a pretty flat stomach and regular arms haha I love my ass and hips Im nervous they will go away with my healthier life style change lol

New Years Resolutions...

I already know what I am going to change and do for 2013 so I am posting this a few days early. Do you do new years resolutions or not? I at least try to set goals and push hard to achieve those goals. I have a few this year for sure..

• Continue my weight loss journey.. I love love my curves I just have an issue with my pot belly stomach and my flabby arms.. I love being curvacious and voluptuous. Like I have said in a past post that I am super short so I look squished.. My weight wouldnt be an issue at all if I was taller. But being so short and squished its hard for me to shop for clothes and have the time I will end up being angry or super upset in the store.. So I hardly go shopping haha Last year I lost about 25lbs in the year with off and on dieting and no exercise.. This year Im not really going to diet I am just going to be eating WAY healthier and making better food and portion choices as well as either going to join a gym or if that doesnt work out then I am going to take my furr ball kids out for a walk everyday.. cold or hot weather (i dont do rain haha) I will be posting updates on my progress which will include weight, inches, pictures, new exercise choices, and new healthy food recipes.. I just want to be healthier people by no means what so ever do I live in that bullshit Size 0 world...

• Limit my smoking and cut wayYYYyy the hell down.. I mean dont get me wrong Its not like I smoke a pack a day or anything but I do eventually want to quit and I feel the best way to do that is to start limiting myself.. Right now I smoke a pack of cigs in about 2 days.. I want to try to make a pack last for 3 days.. and hence forth over time make a pack last even longer haha till I quit all together

• Finally just to save money and pay off a lot of debts and keep my house in working order.. Brandon and I have an issue of cleaning and then just letting it get to cave man status again... I hate it.. Its going to change I would like to have friends and family over all the time not just when my house is in working order haha Ahh the life of a grown up.. not fun! lol Plus we want to pay off a lot of debt to build up our credit so we can buy a house and start a family!! YAY..

So those are my top 3 New Years New Beginnings!! What are some of yours??? Comment and let me know!

Coming soon to your computer!!

Ahh I have been away for sooo long it seems.. Im sorry lovlies I have just been really busy with the holiday season.. And let me tell you it was a fabulous one!! Hope all of you had an amazing Holiday!! I know I forgot to do a nail polish swatch/review last week even tho I did purchase 2 new ones last week.. I will include them in this weeks Nail Polish swatch/review.. I also have been meaning to do a video on making your own sugar wax as well as your own hair mask.. Im all about DIY beauty.. Less money I have to spend and still get the amazing results HELLS yeah IM all for it.. I will keep this short and sweet tho I just wanted to let everyone that I was still alive and kicking and I have some amazing posts coming your guys way!!

Be safe with peace and love ya'll!

"Dark Sea" Eyeshadow... Using 120 palette

I just recieved my BH Cosmetics 120 Palette 1st edtion yesterday and I was really excited to use it and see what it was all about. First off sorry for the RIDICULOUS eyebrows.. They freakin out of control I just havent had time this week to wax them SORRY!! lol No worries the makeup is the star hehe

This is what I decided to do today. I wanted to go bold colors/smokey look to truely see how pigmented the palette really was.

I called this look the "Dark Sea" ehh Idk what the hell to call it but it reminds me of the ocean right at the beginning of a storm.

 

 

I used a series of blues, a dark green, black, and a eggshell color to create this look out of my BH Cosmetics 120 Palette 1st Edition. I went for a bold blue statement today. I really wanted to use a color that a lot of people would be wary to wear. I really wanted to see how pigmented the colors were. And BAMN they are insane! I fell in love with this palette at first swipe of my eyeshadow brush. They are true to their color in the palette. They go on very well. I did use a eye primer but I do all the time to just make sure my eyeshadow stays in place. The colors are super easy to blend as well which I like very much. You do have to be careful tho because you can actually overblend them.

And this is a couple hours wear in these pictures and they are still vibrant!

 

Please comment and let me know what you think!! I will be posting a lot of makeup looks. With a lot more detail on how to create the look as well as a full list of products. This was just a on the fly look.

 

 

80's Inspired Zebra Nail Design

Today I answered a question on a blog I am following.

The Question was: "Who was/is favorite female cartoon?"
Of course I am going to answer She-Ra and Jem and the Holograms.. 2 bad ass old school cartoons. She-Ra was the sister to He-Man. And they did a whole spin off thing with her.. lol I couldnt get enough of it when I was younger. Now Jem and the Holograms was my all time favorite, it was a cartoon based off an all girls 80's rock band. What could be better a kick ass cartoon thats features jammin music and a female as the main character.. lol This show inspired this look I did... (click on pictures for full size)

This is a quick easy to do design. Its perfect for an 80's themed party with a modern twist or if you just want a bright design this is perfect for you. I love it!

 

 

 

I used these 3 colors for this design. From left to right: Teal or No Teal (227C) From Wet'N'Wild fast dry collection and 2 Kiss Nail Striper polishes in white and neon pink

 

 

To create this simple look just paint 2 coats of Teal or No Teal than take your white striper polish and make a animal print. Now don't worry if your not sure you can do this animal print.. the less perfect you are the better. Evey animal is diffrent and thats what makes each of them unique.  :-)

Now take your neon pink striper brush and lightly go over the white. You want to make sure you leave just a tiny bit of white still showing. This will give your design depth.. glitter polish can do the same.

 

This design can be down in a huge variety of colors and polishes.. So go try your hand at this simple design and have fun. Please feel free to comment and let me know what you think!!

 

 

Mini Nail Polish Haul... Weekly Swatches and Looks

I am going to try to buy at least one new nail polish each week to swatch and do a mini review on them. As well as quick looks you can do with that color/colors.. As well as being budget smart, everything I buy will be super affordable and easy to obtain! So here we go! WOOT WOOT!

This week I have 4 for you! I bought 2 Spoiled From Wet'N'Wild brand at a local drug store for $1.99 each and 2 L.A. Colors Craze Nail Polish brand at a local dollar store for a $1.. (click on pictures for full size :)

From left to right: From Spoiled is Ants In My Pants S025 and Deeper Dive S047. From L.A. Colors Hot Blooded CNP406 and Glistening Purple CNP445.

Gorgeous colors.. fell in love with them.. very fun and flirty.
The next few picture will be swatches on my acutal nails to show you the color and coverage.. All these are withlout top coat on and I wll never use a top coat when doing these weekly nail polish swatchs/review because everyone have a diffrent top coats and each one give the nail polish a diffrent finish. I wanted to show the polishs' true color.

From left to right: (3 coats) Gistening Purple, (2 Coats) Deeper Dive, 2 coats of Deeper Dive with 1 coat of Ants In My Pants over it

• Glistening Purple is a very  fine colored glitter in clear nail polish, I found this glitter polish easy to work with and not gloopy. Went on very easy. The glitter coveraged itself isn't that great if your looking for that glammed out glittered look. As you can see with 3 coats on its not much of a glitter gathering (haha I made up my own terms BOOM!) BUT if you pack it on lightly such as I did in my older post http://followyourdr3am.blogspot.com/2012/12/elegant-sparkle-nails.html You can get a decent coverage for a $1 nail polish. I see myself using this a lot.
• Deeper Dive is a highly pigmented shimmery blue/greenish/turquoise color. It as great coverage and goes on smoothly. I feel with only two coats you are good to go. The moment I put it on I saw it would be the perfect nail color for a Mermaid Halloween costume! It is a just gorgeous!

• Deeper Dive with Ants In My Pants over it is a combo you could do if you were short on time if you wanted a subtle sultry statement.. Or if your just starting to get into nail polish and just experimenting with nail art this is super easy to create. For very beginners layering a sparkly polish over a brightly pigmented base polish is a very good way to start learning how to use certain colors and types of polsihes. I do like this combo, I just feel like it needs a little more "pop" but I dont know what yet. If you have any suggestion please comment, I would love to here your ideas.

Pictured above: Ants In My Pants (3 coats)

• Ants In My Pants is a lightly almost charcoal black nail color with medium to fine red glitter in it. As pictured above 3 coats still doesn't give you the black out black background with blinging red glitter in it as I feel it precieves it will do. I feel though to get the desired effect the polish looks like it would give would take about 4-5 coats. That many coats will surely make you more likely to smudge and F*** up your polish/design. Also I felt like this was somewhat difficult to work with. I more and likely use this polish as a top glitter over various base colors or sometime around Halloween.

Pictured Above: Hot Blooded (2 coats)

• Hot Blooded is a subtle warm red. It is bright enough to be noticed especially if your hands are a focal point aka like doing a lot of hand gestures when talking. Its not that KAAAPLOW bright red at all. I would say is more on the warmer, nuetral red you would wear with a sexy little red dress. HOT! I will defiantly be using this one a lot. Its just one of those red colored nail polishes that just makes you feel good! The name fits it perfectly. This has great covereagd and great pigment. It becomes warmer more the coats/layers.

Now lets get into some layering and diffrent color combos you could do with some of these polishs'

Pictured above: 2 Coats Deeper Dive as a base color then 1 coat Ants In My Pants and 1 coat Glistening Purple

Pictured above: 3 coats Ants In My Pants with 1 coats Glistening Purple over it

Pictured above: 2 coats Deeper Dive with 2 coat Glistening Purple.

Over all I am pretty happy and confident that I will use these polish on the regular. I do feel that I got my moneys' worth even with the red glitter polish is somewhat hard to work with. I do feel these can be used for sublte nail art to the In your FACE!! Nail designs.. If you have any questions or opinions please comment! Thankyou and have a happy day!

*All these photos were taken with a Nikon D5100

Shooting in CT..Sad day.. People are fucking nuts!!

My thoughts and prays go out to the families in CT today. This has made absoutly sick to my stomach. People are fucking bonkers. How can kill the innocence of our society. Children are out future we need to help guide them into their future not take it away from them.. It heavys my heart to realize that we as human beings have no drive to maintain life but think we are superior because we can take it away in a instant... This human was an pure animal and needs to be caged and tortured than put to death.. sorry im just really upset.. What are your thoughts on this tragic incident?


ABC news Coverage.. Shooting in CT