Epic fail....

I have gone totally off the deep end the last week and half!! that is why I have not posted my 2 week weigh in stats.. I know I havent lost any weight and more and likely I have gained some inches haha I let my schedule and my stress get to me once again... so I have decided to start fresh on Monday! Hopefully within the next month or so I will see some changes becuase I have decided to cut back on hours at one of my jobs because I am just becoming to stressed and in turn its making me unhealthy and feel shitty! soo please look for the new and upcoming start haha its kinda like a grand RE opeining haha

weigh in reminder..

New post tomm with my 2 week stats... pictures will not be included since I broke my laptop and have to do it off work computer... so I cant put pics up unfortunatly.. but my stats defiantly will be up and ready to go!! not that I want to do it... with my hectic and stressed out world of mine I have not done exercise like I said I was going too.. plus I drank a lot of beer over the week and at time had to grab a slice of pizza to eat cuz I had no other choice... AHhh its hard but I will not give up hope...

Pink Wildcat Nail Art

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The Start of a New and Improved Lifestyle/weight loss Journey..

*Warning*
I am putting myself out there and trying to help other people. All I ask is please dont bring any negativity to my page. AS I dont give a fuck if you have a negative opinion or comment Im just asking that you be a mature adult. Please and thankyou. Have a nice day! And this is kinda of a long blog post but it has TONS of useful info in it! As well the "body" pics as well as stats is form Jan. 1, 2013 the day I started this journey im just a tad late letting you guys see..


OK so on to the good stuff. I know many of you girls and boys as well always always makes the New Years resolution to lose weight and be healthy. Well I myself also make this resolution every year. Im sure many of you know from expierence that we do great for the first couple of weeks and then boom we just give up and make the excuse of well next year I will do it for sure. I have done the same thing year after year after year. Even last year I made the same resolution that I was going to lose the weight and work on myself and be happy about my body! Well I did work hard and tried sOoooOo many diets and did eventually lose 25lbs in about few months.. I am going to put my video on how I did it below...

 

As I look back on that video and what I did do to lose the weight last year I learned that I wasnt being all that healthy at all. Using pills, restricting my calorie intake to a point where I now know I wasnt gettting everything that I needed. Diets do work BUT for how long?? If your going to go a diet such as the atkins, restrciting calories, restricting fat grams, high protein, weight watchers, etc you have to make it a lifestyle. You just cant go on it for a couple months and then stop because YOU WILL GAIN THE WEIGHT BACK!! I know I gained about 10 lbs back since I stopped. to be honest I did blame it on my extra work hours but it really was myself not making better choices.

 

Now my opinion about diets... I will say it again YES they do work BUT! you have to stay on them for a lifetime to maintain. You may find that this is the thing for you in whatever diet you may choose and thats awsome do what your comfortable with and what works for you. Myself on the other hand HATE dieting. I feel hunger all the time as well as I feel like Im limited to a certain number of foods and cant eat what I really love. So this year no restricted diet for me! Even tho As I will show you below in another video how my body did change and the weight I lost.

 

Another photo of curvy thinspo!!

Now I really dont think CoCo Ice is attractive in the face or tits... I just really like her curves.. so that is why I have saved this picture... I LOVE her curves but not her persay!! Also I feel she could put on a few pounds and still have a killer body!!

Bahaha fuck you blogger i figured it out you cant pull a fast one on me!! (this comment is related to my last "FUCK" post haha)

FUCK!!

Why isnt blogger fucking working.. I want to post a pic from my computer and wont pop up the browse button to go get the pic out of my files... WTH!!

TV motivation!!

One thing I do like to watch when I am trying to lose weight is the biggest loser!! These people are amazing and go through crazy tasks. Now remember they are working out 6-8 hours a day and have a stocked pantry with no junk food distraction so of course they are going to shed the pounds at a fast rate. Us squishies in the real world are tormented by junk food at every corner as well as TV.. Tv is the worst I think cuz your like OMG that looks soo fucking good!! Well thats why I love love the weight loss shows..

1. The people on the show are seriously obese and just think if they can do it then so can you! So grow a pair and fucking do it! haha thats exactly what I tell myself thats why its so harsh
2. They give you amazing food tips.. I always learn knew things
3. They are just fun to watcH!!

So if your feeling down and not sure you can push any further find a weight loss show and just watch it and learn from it!

Welcome 2013!!!!!!!

WOOOOOO HOOOOOO its finally 2013!! Last year has most defiantly had its ups and downs for me. Last year I stated that I was going to change things around in 2012 and it was going to be my year. Well it was and it wasn't I started out strong and lost about 25lbs, Brandon and I got our shit together and each was working 2 jobs, and we were talking about getting married and kids.... WELLL I slacked on the weight loss thing when I got my second job I totally went down hill making up the excuse I didnt have time to be healthy so I ate horrible things for me and always ate out.. Well it bit me in the ass I gained about 10 lbs and I felt like shit... So This year I said on the 1st no more excuses and got my butt in gear... I didnt have time to cook yesterday so I made the right choice and got subway (veggie delite the lowest cal thing there I think) and for dinner I ate a small salad at work. Yeah felt really damn good about it.. till ooooo come about 1 am im drunk and hungry broke down and made mac and cheese haha I also need to lay off the beer and drink wine instead or rum and diets haha We are still doing amazing with our jobs, start of 2013 and my babes Brandon is the golden boy at our one job and it just keeps getting better and better!! We did talk about stopping birth control starting this new year and see where the cards fall BUT I think Im going to go tomm and pick some more up.. Mentally we are so ready for kids but financially we are just starting to get our shit straight so maybe next year will be kid year.. Also I want to be married first I have always wanted to have a husband first then kids.. so maybe in the next 6 months I will have me some bling bling on the ring finger.. well I already doo but ya know a better bling bling haha yeah so far soo good for this brand new year.. I hope all of you achieve your goals for the year and always keep your head up IT WILL GET BETTER!! Loves!!